A thousand miles we went
A thousand scenes have passed us by
I feel like yesterday; you laid next to me - held my hand.

A thousand years are gone
A thousand words were spoken since the last time you came round; us together, being proud!

I feel alone now - you just took it from me; a warm part of myself
I need help somehow - please stop by and see. All thats left; an empty shelf
This is the real life. Why is it so harsh to me? Its gone, my lullaby
I want to hear it now. You know that Im still here! I just need an alibi

It's easier to hate than love so please, so please, so please just let me go, let me go, let me go, oh, on and on and on
It's easier to hang on to the past than let it go, oh let it go, oh, let it go, oh, let it go, oh, go, oh, go, oh, go!

Don't suck me in, don't drain me out; just let me be, just be without - without me!
Don't suck me in, dont drain me out, just let me be, just be without - without me!

A thousand hours spent
A thousand failed attempts to find something that substitutes this emptiness through amplitudes.

A thousand thoughts I had
A thousand skies I painted with gods and virgins on my lap that show me love and therefore help.

I feel alone now - I know theres nothing for me that will hold me, but myself
Forget the help right now - I will make it, you will see. I'll gain some ground; fill up the shelf.
This is the real life - there is no escaping from it. Although it seems to be so wrong.
I need to feel it now. I need to smell this shit. Only hard knocks make me strong.